Every year passed always bring different stories in everyone’s life. No one said what we had through our lifetime, will be as sweet as sugar or probably bitter. you know..hopes and dreams should be in our bloodlines, because, once we lose our dreams and hopes, we are not living our life well.
It took a quiet long time for one person to realize that life is too precious to be tossed away. No matter how bad it is or even great it is, life will always teach us how to become wise, and smart. No one in this world not even our parents, can show us adult human being, how to not take life for granted, unfortunately, that is what we all did through our lifetime.
Have you ever imagined that we don’t have much time to be grateful? That what we had right now might not be ours in just a snap of fingers?
We know talk is the cheapest way to get into someone’s business, but then again what we are expected? God gave us two ear to listen more on what people said, all we got to do is just listen to them.
Act like a coffee filter, took the good essence of your coffee seed and throw the dregs. It is exactly like coffee, some enjoy it bitter and some have to add sugar to know the good of it.
Why don’t we just take what life gave us like we take on food, in the end when things doesn’t work well or no longer needed in our system, it goes away by itself. So never regret everything that have been took away from us. Old proverb said, every goodbyes and every let go will lead us to a new hello. Embrace every new days, new years, and new experiences with a simple hello and always be preparing for goodbyes.
2010, 28 of December around 1:21 AM


weren’t for two very important men in my life, so… two that I haven’t spoken with in awhile, but I had the pleasure of just the other evening. Mr. Rawley Farnsworth, who was my high school drama teacher, who taught me to act well the part, there all the glory lies. And one of my classmates under Mr. Farnsworth, Mr. John Gilkerson. I mention their names because they are two of the finest gay Americans, two wonderful men that I had the good fortune to be associated with, to fall under their inspiration at such a young age. I wish my babies could have the same sort of teacher, the same sort of friends.